How Does It Feel

we each have a word...

I've been trying to find my "word" ever since "Eat, Pray, Love". In this novel turned movie, the main character is asked for her "word". The one word that describes you - your essence.  At the time, she concluded that she was a 'woman in search of her word'.  Ah!  That's me!  Yes! that is me.  What is my word??  

If I think back far enough one can probably fill a small journal with adjectives that have been used to describe me "happy", "nice", "bubbly",  "pleasant" are the most popular.  None of these words feel right to me.    I have to find my word.   The only way that I can start to filter and find my word is to list them.